10 December, 2013

一位让我敬佩的女生

现在是凌晨2:05分
本来要睡觉了

却因阅读一位女性朋友的部落格而有感而发
打开了blogger App回来到了这一块抒发心情的地方

这位女生是我一直以来都默默在欣赏的女孩

我欣赏
她的努力奋斗
她的待人处事
她的坚持
她的勤恳
她对追求幸福的坦荡荡

刚刚还读了她的部落格
发现了她更让我敬佩的感性一面

让我眼泪莹框的在这里写着这篇文章
不是因为伤感或任何负面感觉

而是是在太令人敬佩,欣赏,心疼
同时也反映了自己所付出的努力是多么的不足

这位女生是一位在工作上有缘认识的
并非相熟
彼此简单地交换了twitter和instagram
开始一段平行却一直存在着的关注

而却也为我打开了激励性的一页
以旁观者的身份让我看见了一位女生为生活与爱情的毅力,坚持与奋斗
感动不已

那位女生大概有九十巴仙不会看见我的这篇文章

可是就让它默默的,
只是默默的真心想要祝福那位女孩能得到幸福

因为她真的值得,
好值得。

晚安


25 October, 2013

Ma Birthdayyyyyyyy! (Part 1)

Is it too late to write about my birthday now?
But I suddenly got the urge to document it so, don't care :P

Sooooooooo, I was a busy woman on my birthday.
Go to class for test→ Birthday Lunch with classmate→ Go to office for work assessment→ Lunch again with colleagues→ B'day dinner with babes
The schedule of that day was super packed, but actually I quite enjoyed being so busy on that day tho!

Cause I got a big consolation when I get to receive a lot of birthday greetings from my different friends of different circles when I was moving around. :P

Truth to be told, I really enjoyed myself when everyone is greeting me,
and I even inwardly pretended that I'm the princess of the day! Lololol

(Don't judge me, it's my privilege on that day ok :P)
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My test actually started at 10.
I'm usually a sleepyhead that will only wake up 10 minutes before class (or even lesser :x) and end up being late to class.

But, I woke up extremely early that day, just to dress up myself! RARE CASE!
Causeeeeeeeee, which girl doesn't want to look better on her own special day!?
*insert one superficial selca taken before test starts

Then, we went to Salute Dining& Wine for the lunch and little celebration.
The name might sound fancy, but it's actually an Italian casual dining restaurant which serves pastas and pizzas at a fairly affordable price for students!

A pic with the mates from my POV

And their pastas are pretty good too. I especially liked the Pasta Vongole- which is not stingy in serving me with good amount of clamps given at the considerably low price!
(Cos' you know some restaurants might sell cheap but they actually cut down on the ingredients, meh)

The birthday cake. These candles are my favorite! *I'm still keeping it

It's been my wish just not to have the typical-birthday-candles-in-pink for my birthday!
I'm so glad that it came true!
Gotta thank Illya for buying the cake and the lovely candles! :D

 And of course, picture with the girls is a must! (Guys optional xP)
With Gene :P

and Illya :)
After a cheerful lunch, then it was time to go back for stress again
It was my first job assessment in ISAC!
I'm so glad that I passed it in the end! Consider a birthday present for myself eh? :P

Thankfully too, my fellow colleagues gave me a little surprise in the pantry.
They told me it's going to be a debriefing session for the assessment LOL

Yugaa and all actually forced me to finish the rest of the cake without using my hands.
It was so damn awkward when everybody is watching me to eat it -_-
*note that it's extremely quiet when all are watching, lol

So check out my disapproving look here (changed into ISAC shirt as required for job assessment *good girl)
After the session, we all actually go to Salute *again for their late lunch
Check out the funny Yugaa posing for the camera

and Kok Hin caught eating ugli-ly HAHAHAHAHA I just found these pics in my ipad idky xD

After the session, I went home straight to prepare myself for the dinner again. Sigh so rush

An ootd pic? Love my shoes that seems to be strapless infront hehe
It was kinda sad that only two of my babes can come tho, since most of them were having holiday at hometown or either went oversea for study ady. T_T

Nevertheless, gotta thank the darling Dommie for bringing us to ACME Bar and Coffee in Troika for the birthday dinner.
The place was soooooooooo beautifuuuulllll :)
Definitely a great place for a chill out night.

However, the food that I had was not that impressive for me.
The only picture I got for the food from Dom's POV. 
It's Dom's "Smoked Salmon Wheatberry Salad"
Rou's "Just Mac& Cheese" on the right (Nice name right lol)
and you can also take a peek of my "Roasted Lemon Spring Chicken" on the top of the pic xD
and also a snack we ordered called "Patete Fritt"
(Yes, I googled for the full name of the food xD) 
My spring chicken was especially salty O.o

And of course picture taime! The lighting was kinda dim inside the restaurant so we only had low resolution picture inside :(

With the loves 

A pic of myself taken with Blackberry O.O took so much of brightness adjust haha

Girls never give up to take good picture when all are dolled up. xD
So one pic outside the restaurant xD
The romantic trio on that night hehe

And daaat pretty much sums up the things happened on my birth-day itself.

Perhaps a part two in short while.
I have yet to talk about the cute surprise by my roommie and two idiots XD

That's all for now first ok :P
Thanks for reading!
Goodnight 

20 September, 2013

自怜

Whatever sadness and depression that have been surrounding  me
Only reminded myself about how emotionally incapable I am

While I am writing this, is only proving it more-
About how I am so aware about this handicap all the time

I kept thinking
If I were to love myself more
And is a little bit more capable

Maybe all these sadness would have been voided
And I would handle all these depression and disappointment better

But I can only
Dwell in it

Feeling insecured
Blaming myself and deciding its my fault and incapability for whatever happened

I can't help
I just feel so small and unworthy

Some said self awareness is good

While I just hope I could feel less
And care less

11 September, 2013



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10 September, 2013



From time to time,
I will always come to a point which I will not know what I want for my life