Fucking scary, self-denial.
Denied to face the truth for so long,
it's like deceiving yourself,
to live in a world that is not true, but what you would like it to be.
Yet, it's not real.
When you finally realized that you were deceiving yourself all this long
When reality hits you hard in head
When you are starting to see what you didn't want to see
You are already drowned in the middle of your reality
Struggling in helplessness
Only wishing the wave of dreams could push you back onto your shore
